I know that I tend to become lazy this past few months. I promised to myself that my new years resolution is not to become lazy again, especially on my studies. As what I have observed about what I keep doing, I just really cant focus on my studies. I keep pretending that nothings to worry about but deep in me, there are many problems to be worrying. I just disregard everything. And today, what I have done to my group mates is unacceptable. Though I have my reason of coming late, still this is not the first time I did this. And I feel that my group mates already hate me for such doing. And I don't like the feeling like that I was not part of the group anymore. Though its just my feelings on everytime this happens.
To Kate Mariel, I'm really sorry for being late every time we have an agreement of coming to school at a certain time. I know that you are the first one who arrives first. And to think that you live in Bangkal. I'm sorry. To Hannah. I know that you only have a little patient left on me. And I hope that little left will still be it. And lastly to Lady Vu. As what I have seen you later when we crossed streets, I observed that your not in good mood for anything. In other term, siguro, napul-an na jud ka sa ako. Hmmmm.. I really beg for your forgiveness.
This time, as I have stated here my apology and I'm not asking for urgent forgiveness cause I know words are not really the basis of a whole hearted apology, it must be done and work. I wont promise anything cause for me promises are made to be broken, but I'll assure you that this day would be the last day that I will do such thing. I also want to say thank you for the patient you still have in me. Murag nakabantay na pud ko na nanganad nako. And I'm really sorry for that. Hope that you will forgive me in time.