I know someday that this thing happened to my life right now, even if I cried a bucket full of tears, will make me think and smile. Though it's not planned as it is supposed to be but then again, God gave this to me and I believe that it is still a blessing after all.
I haven't suspected that someday in my life I will be given a chance like this. That someday in my life, I will be thinking far and deep beyond as it goes. Though many people say, just go with the flow, for me, since this is it, and this is really is it, I will have to think of it as a part of growing up and becoming mature to face the world, the real world.
This is new, indeed. But sooner or later, it will be again part of a history wherein I have experienced some tragic and full of fun experience. Someday, when the day my future comes, I will say, I'm proud to be who Iam and not being who I'm not supposed to be.
Sorry if I have cried the day I knew it, but still, it will always be a part of me now. Nothing's gonna change. It's just, I will be more mature and be more responsible. Sorry if at first I dont want to hear the truth, but then again, this is the truth. So I must just face the fact about it. Accept it and be strong.